I'm thinking of suicide. Every day I stare down at my stomach and my thighs and my body. I hate it. It's fat. And I'm not one of those anorexics who just thinks that they're fat. I AM fat. I see it on the scale. The numbers are always clear to me, and they seem to go up each time. If that isn't bad enough, I'm surrounded by skinny pretty girls in relationships. Thy all look so happy. They're all thin. I'm not. I'm not happy. And I don't think I will be any time soon.
Becoming thin will not make you happy. You have an eating disorder, honey, and you need help. You need to become happy with yourself, inside and out. Are you in counseling? Numbers to not define our beauty or worth, you have to feel it from the inside. And a lot of us need help in doing that. I strongly suggest you seek counseling if you’re not in it already. I’m always here if you need to talk more, too. You are BEAUTIFUL and worthy of happiness.
I love you. I don't think you understand the greatness that you hold. Even being here, inspiring others is HUGE. Thank you so so so much for that. You are such a beautiful person and I really mean it! I want to make you feel happy, because you really deserve to be. Just know that I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, no matter what. I CARE about you and I BELIEVE in you. I really do. You will make it through hard times. You are STRONG.
Thank you so much ♥♥♥ You are strong and beautiful person, as well. Never forget it.
I will not be responding to negative messages toward the previous anon or myself. Everyone has a right to their opinion, but you do NOT have a right to force it on others. I respect your right to that opinion, but will not post any form of negativity or bashing on this blog. This blog is for positivity and support. I hold no judgment toward any of the beautiful people who follow me. We all go through our trials, we have no right to judge.
I'm getting an abortion soon. I'm lucky to have a good support system and enough money to do it, and obviously I'm pro-choice, but is it normal to feel depressed and guilty? I just don't feel right.
I think that is completely normal. It’s not something that you can just do and forget about. It’s going to cause a lot of emotions, from both the situation, and the affect it will have on your hormones. If it’s the right choice for you, please make sure you reach out to your support system when/if you feel depressed. Sending you lots of love! ♥
I promise you there is hope to get through whatever it is you’re going through. I’ve been there and know many other people who have been there, too. You have to FIGHT through it and I promise you will become stronger. Bad times don’t last. Feel free to contact me off Anon and we can chat more. Hold on to hope, You are worthy of this life. ♥